Saturday, October 11, 2008

Heights of Weirdness !!

On top of a rocky place, we sit and drink and while away time.. holding hands and looking at the sun set.. Chill breeze makes me feel better.. next thing I realize she is kissing you and I slap you for that. You are not even the kind of person.. I trust you!!

I go to the mall and I see a 50 yr old lady with you and you are buying her something.., her name is Govindamma (what a weird name) I see her in one of those serials.. I stare at you from the glass door and you look at me the next second you disappear.
Govindamma comes to me and talks not knowing we are married. She enquires about my new married life and things. We shake hands and walk away. I come to your office, I meet Shruti who is your PA, she is a very good friend mine. She asks bout the married life and says you are out for lunch and asks me to wait in your cabin. I wait for you and I see lot of people pointing out at me and talking. Shruti walks in and I ask her why are they talking about me. She says they haven't seen Mr. Kevin's wife and they never expected you to be gorgeous (taking my own pride.. hell no) and then I ask so why do they have to it so obvious. They also say that Kevin is having an affair with Govindamma that 50 yr old lady.. He must be crazy to do something like this to have a wonderful person like you. I as usual don't react. Shruti pops again "how do you even keep quiet even after you know the fact he is having an affair and you guys have been married only for 4 months?" I just smile. I don't know where I get the tolerance to listen to wht people talk and what is happening and the way I react.. This is called "LOVE" and what I am waiting for is called "HOPE".
I see you walking down to the room and you with your tone "What are you doing in my office?" (a stupid question) Obviously I am not here for shopping. Thoughts running in my mind. I say " I just waned to surprise you, I bought you this sweat shirt" taking a packet out handing over to you. "What is the hurry to give now? You could have done in the evening."
Just as I expected you to react. I smile again." I love you honey, see you in the evening." I leave. I get out of the cabin, I see Govindamma walking towards me with astonishment. I just smile at her, she asks "What are you doing here?" I reply " I came to meet my husband , just wanted to surprise him but apparently I am surprised" She exclaims "Husband!! Who is that?"
"Kevin.. My love sitting in the cabin, best thing that has happened to me in my life" She is dumb struck not knowing how to react for now she knows that she is having an affair with a guy who is like her son-in-law. I gave her a hug and left home. I am sitting my car with lot of thoughts rushing in my brain as my driver takes me home. I get home and sit to chop vegetables for cooking., switched the TV on it says "Govindamma loves Kevin" I am taken aback..
I hear a faint voice behind "Ramya.. Ramya.." It is Kevin stuck in the shower without a towel, I run upstaires. "Are you okay? I have been calling you out for the ten minutes"
I reply, I am fine. I hand over the towel, he holds my hand and pulls me.. "I love you okay" and kisses my forehead I just smile and said "Come down, I am preparing dinner and time for some beer too!!"
I walk down laughing to myself..
I hear one more voice behind, "Ramya.. Ramya.. Its 8 get up and hit the gym"
I got up and first thing that comes out of my mouth "What theeeee f**k???"

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

what happens when there is too much love in the air?


I am very well known for my boldness and my low tolerance level! People actually kinda freak out when I get angry, I am not being proud of it,but this is how I am...

Now comes the part, when i fall in love!! Just hoping that atleast i will find my Mr.RIGHT!

Initially men are very nice to the women.. later on when the time goes by and women become nice to men, the attitude changes! I really don't blame them,, that is how people are! That is what literally happens to me, I don't know where does all my anger and my ego and every other bad aspect of me goes off,, when I'm around with him! Is this called LOVE??

I have been liking this guy for almost seven months now, and i haven't got the guts to go upto him and say,, "You are my life, Will you marry me?" probably because i am pretty influenced by the movies where they say "No" or rather i have always dreamt bout the guy asking me out in a nice place at the right time!

I have always wanted to get married to my very close friend or my best friend,, i feel that if a close friend can put up with your bad side and good side, be with you when you are low, make you smile,laugh,cry,annoy.. Why can't they rest of your life?? Infact you have known them for a pretty long time right??

I never really thought bout this until i knew this friend of mine for almost six months, we have been hanging out around here and there! Movies,Clubs,Pubs,Eat-Outs, Office (no he is not my colleague) where not,, and I never had anything for him! Then later on one day I was lost in my own World where I started liking him for the way he is,, he keeps me happy, treats me like a princess and I never really realized it till that day,, day by day my love for him increased until I actually thought that he is my MAN!!

Started putting up with all his fuss and madness,, enjoying even those harsh words from him.. I have atlast fallen in LOVE with the right person, but never had the guts to tell it to him.. Once when I really thought i should open up with him and say, "Moron, i have been thinking bout you and it is high time, we start dating each other" (That is the first thing that comes in my mind whenever we meet up these days)

Starting the conversation in a very plain way, the conversation got heated up,, end of the day we were arguing!! (That is what usually happens everyday)
I had to apologize, taking the blame on me.,, where I did not do anything!
Coming back to the topic i almost made it so obvious to the guy that it was he that i have been in love with almost for last seven months in the conversation stressing on all the "YOUs" wherever possible.. I never realized that men would actually be so dumb..


You are the first thing in my mind when I wake up and the last thing in my mind when I sleep!
And all I wanted was to pamper you with all my love! *blushes*
Love is the reason I argue all the time!

I just wish I had the guts to tell it to you that "I LOVE YOU"
SSshhhh... not now! :-)